Ridiculous

Hey guys.
Sorry for not blogging much lately.
I've been lazy & slack I know..

Well I'm more or less done with my exams.
But really, I was basically done since they started.
More or less didn't study proper for any of my exams.
It's sad & bad.

I've been struggling loads lately.
Along with all the laziness, temptation has been tripping me up.
I've given in more or less all the time.
Sometimes I don't even want to, but I do anyways.
What's wrong with me right?

I got really angry at how far I had fallen last night.
Decided to 'punish myself', ended up making my nose bleed.
I deserved it.
I won't go back into cutting, don't worry.

I'm such a failure at life aye.
Gotta teach Children Sunday School tomorrow.
Sooner or later I'm gonna fail & lead the children wrongly if I keep going down this path.
That's enough ranting.

Godbless~