As you guys may have noticed, I haven't blogged here in quite awhile.
I've been spending life by myself lately, doing my own thing, in my own time.
Haven't even been bothered to blog.. sorry.
My mind has been screwed up badly recently.
What seemed and is ridiculous at first, I have now made it acceptable in my life.
The more I do it, the more acceptable it is.
Whereas, it isn't acceptable at all, it's just not on.
I have really 'reprogrammed' my mind to accept it & it's probably the worst thing I've ever done.
I hate it. I wish I could go back.
I can, but it's hard.
It'll mean stopping what makes me feel good.
It'll mean rewiring my mind.
It'll take time.
It's on.
Please pray for me.
Godbless
No comments:
Post a Comment