My addiction

The two biggest problems I would say I have right now would be.

1) My family

2) Then secondly would be my porn addiction

Though I feel that the second one is largely affected by the first.

Watching porn really makes me feel far away from my family, makes me feel like I don't belong.

So with all my family problems going around at home, porn has become a retreat to lessen the feeling of belonging in my family. Which in turn satisfies a certain need.

Hmm...